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It's been four days since the criminal responsible for the theft of a lady's necklace -- by means of disguise, distraction, and a stuffed dodo bird -- and Holmes hasn't moved from his chair except to obtain more tobacco (and then he moved his Persian slipper nearer to him, and he wouldn't have gotten up at all except it was four in the morning and Watson was asleep). He hasn't eaten anything of consequence, nor had he a few days leading up to the utter failure that was the end of that case.

The criminal had gotten away. The fact that he'd stabbed Holmes in the thigh during the fight doesn't really even mean anything to Holmes; the bleeding's stopped, he bandaged the wound, and he doesn't really feel it -- not over the feelings of loss and defeat, anyway. He hasn't mentioned it to Watson, but honestly the thought hasn't even crossed his mind. His mind is too dark a place, at present, to entertain such thoughts about what his lover would like to know, or what his doctor might like to know.

When Holmes starts to turn ill, he barely notices. It's only when he starts to shiver does he notice that he's broken into a sweat; even still, he barely pays it any mind. The dizziness is almost welcome. He leans into his fever and leans his head back against his chair, letting his eyes fall shut.

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"I should hope not. I'd be very jealous indeed." He squirms closer to Watson and pulled the blanket in tighter around himself; a chill steals over him suddenly and he wills it away, burrowing closer still. The only change from how miserable Holmes felt before is that now he's physically miserable; internally he's just as frustrated with himself, and -- well, no, he's more guilty. He's just as cranky, however.

"I hurt, John," he says, petulant, and reaches up to take the cloth off his forehead so he can instead turn his head and tuck it against Watson's neck.

"Shh. I know," Watson said, soothing. He cradled Holmes's head against his shoulder, running his fingers over his hair and neck. The feverish heat he could feel against his own skin worried him terribly. It just felt wrong, more than anything, to have him so hot and sick against him. When he was better, Watson might very well demand answers as to what had happened and why Holmes had been so... so... so stupid as to hide it, but for now, he wanted to treasure him, to keep him safe.

All the same, he moved the damp cloth to Holmes's chest. His other hand moved, seeking, from Holmes's neck, under his arms, over his clavicle, feeling for swollen, tender lymph nodes. His eyes were closed; he worked by feel.

"Is that necessary?" he complains, writhing under Watson's hands. "That isn't actually helping the pain. They're swollen; take my word for it." His eyelids feel hot and heavy, and it's good to close them; he wishes he could smell Watson better, but mostly all he can smell through his nose is the same smell of sickness that he tastes, that he feels crawling over his skin.

"On the bright side, I feel able to sleep," he mumbles, and he sighs, laying his hand on Watson's arm, which seems somehow cold, so horribly wrong, against his palm. He whines in his throat because he's sick and his Watson shouldn't feel wrong, and he should smell like Watson, and it's not fair that he doesn't.

"It isn't supposed to help," Watson pointed out, gently, with the faintest hint of a smile in his voice. "It's diagnostic. And yes, it's necessary."

He tucked Holmes against him, pressing a kiss into his hair. "Go ahead and sleep, then. It will do you good." He stroked his fingers over Holmes's skin, moving them in soothing circles. He himself felt sick with worry, and there was a miserable pit of fear in his stomach. "Shall I get you a drink of water first?"

What he'd like is some cocaine, but he isn't going to ask for that, and even he recognizes that may not be the best idea. He does hurt, though, and he purses his lips, considering.

"And some paracetamol?" he asks, and he braces himself as a spasm of pain runs up his leg to his hip and across his pelvis. His head throbs again, and he doesn't really want Watson to get up at all, even if he would really like some pain medicine. This infection, he finds, and his absolute faith that Watson will get him through this, is helping him to get over the escaped criminal and the fact he got stabbed in the first place. It's a sufficient enough distraction, or at least it does a good job of scrambling his thoughts.

"Of course," Watson said, quietly cursing himself for not thinking of that in the first place. He was feeling more than a little scattered, with everything that was going on. He pressed a quick kiss against Holmes's too-hot forehead, and detangled himself to rise from the bed.

He poured out a glass of water, and fetched a few pills from his bag. When he climbed into the bed, being cautious not to spill, he put an arm around Holmes to lift him into a somewhat more upright position. "Here, love."

He grits his teeth against the pain from his leg as he sits, and he swallows the pills down gratefully. His mind is catching up to the proceedings slowly, sluggish from both the sickness and his rather black mood; now that he's settling down from the treatment of his leg, resentment is stirring in him, hot and annoyed, at the blackguard that did this. At the very least he isn't beating himself up as much anymore, as he's getting his punishment now.

Sighing, he turns his face against Watson's neck again, nuzzling against him.

"Stay with me," he murmurs, and he winds his arm around Watson's middle.

Watson set the glass aside, and settled down in the bed again. He put his arms around Holmes, drawing him close, almost protectively.

"I wouldn't dream of going anywhere," he promised. He meant that; the risk that this could all go quite tragically wrong was far too real for him to waste any more time apart from him.

Holmes nods, aware he's being a little bit of a child, but he's been in a fog for so long now, and now the fog physically hurts, and he doesn't really care. He falls asleep for the first time in days, and though it's a good sleep, he drifts closer to awareness at times and finds himself hot or shivery or in such pain from his wound that it's difficult to fall back into a hard sleep. Watson's comforting beside him the whole time, though, which helps.

His nap ends, however, when he moves in his sleep and his leg jolts in pain and he starts awake. He's still hot, still miserable, and still dizzy, especially now that his body's flushed with energy after he jerked in reaction to the pain in his leg. He groans and pushes away from Watson, heat radiating off him, and he shoves at the blankets.

"Damn -- infection, damn fever. Damn blackguard. Damn everything," he declares darkly, and he gropes around for that cloth so he can put it over his eyes.

Not quite so tired himself, Watson had been trying to distract himself -- mostly unsuccessfully -- with a novel, but he had laid it down in a moment to roll after Holmes, restraining himself from immediately catching him up in his arms and holding him close again. Instead, he sought out the cloth, and held it out for him to take.

What he wanted to say was to demand to know why Holmes hadn't told him, before things got to this state, but he knew all too well that this was not the time nor place to have that conversation.

"Should I meet the chap who did this to you?" he asked, casually. "I'd almost like to do him a similar turn."

His eyelids feel thick and heavy. That's always been one of his least favorite things about being sick; they feel thick and heavy and slick, and it's the kind of heat that seeps back into his eyes and then to his head and it's extraordinarily unpleasant. The cloth isn't cool anymore, but it's soothing to put something over his eyes anyway, to feel the cloth there instead of just the heavy heat.

"You'd have to wait your turn," he says, cranky, and sighs through his nose. "He's surely lost himself in the Continent by now." Discussing this doesn't really seem like the best path to him feeling better, and he pushes the blankets further off him, feeling ready to suffocate from how hot he is.

A failure? That explained... well, a good deal, actually. Watson dropped the subject. Not a good time. "I don't mind only being second," he said mildly.

He ran a hand over Holmes's shoulder, part reassuring, part a caress, part a test to see how hot or dry his skin might be.

"Are you thirsty?" he asked. It would be good for Holmes to stay hydrated, to be certain.

"I'm sick," he gripes in return, but he considers Watson's question. "Sitting makes me dizzy," he grumps, deciding that water is pointless and won't do anything very useful for him right now. Not unless it's magic water that would make his leg stop throbbing in time with his heartbeat.

"I'll take a cigarette," he says, managing to sound imperial even through the fever.

Watson considered for a moment, debating the wisdom of this. "You ought to have a drink," he advised, but he reached over to the bedside table, lit a cigarette, and passed it to Holmes. He didn't much feel like one himself, not now.

"Did the paracetamol help any?" he asked, hardly daring to hope that it had. "Perhaps a cool bath might make you more comfortable."

He was fussing, just a little. He knew he was. He couldn't help it. He was frightened -- and he was not a coward, very little in the world honestly frightened John Watson -- and he would have given his own right arm, his own life to ensure Holmes's well-being, just now.

"I'm not sure; I slept through it." But probably it hadn't, and Holmes thinks again of his Moroccan case. Watson would never say yes to that, and Holmes doesn't know if he should. A fever plus cocaine doesn't seem the best idea. He takes a drag off the cigarette instead and simply smokes for a moment, as he attempts to wrestle some control over his overheated thoughts.

"A bath requires movement. Having no fever would make me more comfortable," he snaps, and he turns his head away from Watson.

"I am trying to help," Watson said crossly. "You may feel free to snap at me for my stupidity when I'm not following the mad flights of your brain, but this particular subject is my specialty."

He sat up, and lit himself a second cigarette, feeling all to pieces and exhausted, not to mention guilty for losing his temper with a sick man.

"I could," he said, calmer, "bring the bath to you. A tub of water and a washcloth. Would it help?"

"My own body is a specialty of mine as well," he snipes back, aware that fighting is probably not the best thing they could be doing right now. He hurts, though, and can't really stop the snapping; besides, stumbling out of a dark mood and landing in a fever doesn't really leave one in the best moods for socialization.

"Fine," he relents after a moment, sighing heavily, and he takes a long drag. "If it will make you be quiet." He gives Watson a very small, teasing smile.

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