He curls his arm around Watson's waist to pull him closer. He doesn't really know how to admit it, but the thought of being separated from Watson right now is deeply upsetting. He's glad that all the times he's fallen asleep and woken up have been with Watson at his side; if he were to wake up without Watson next to him, he isn't sure how much panic would flare up inside him, but he fears it would be a shameful amount.

"See that you don't," he says and hopes he maintains some of his dignity, despite the sudden roughness of his voice.